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The Reason

I thought of the reason to get .. an Apple iPhone ..  To use more technology!

I have to keep my Blackberry for 2 years, but maybe I can get another phoneline.  I get money for it.

Fun..

I have nurses or cute guys communicating with me 24/7.  I don't know why people shudder to be me.

But

Is Blogger uncool-

Idea for Fun With Me Would Be

Getting a Blogger

Question

Why do people set me up to fail?  I'm not bad.  I figured the blog was where you spewed shit.  Am I wrong?

Wow

Oprah of course is good and has lots of slides.

I really like Ellen and wanna get on her show sometimes and am setting to work also voiceover to get in Finding Dory, which I've known of for a year though they've only animated 1 scene.

the 3rd girl

Does Ellen really send messages via the TV to unsuspecting girls?  I mean, she set what's popular, but then it doesn't work out?  How am I working out?

Maybe, it's just like that for them, but I don't see how she really did that.

Mo'! (More)

Oprah

bump bump bump bump

My Maturity

People want to torture me by putting another girl against me who supposedly is really good, whereas what's popular is being bad.  Why accept bad people and not me?  I'm so good so often!  What do you think?  I'm kinda a grown-up.

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I changed the font.

So..

Apparently they would hurt my dad, so it's your fault for losing the good stuff.

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Major World Racial Superiority
French - 100%
Middle Eastern (not Indian) - 90%
Dutch - 80%
English - 70%
Swedish - 50%
Finnish - 50%
Scottish - 50%
Italian - 50%
Polynesian|Hawaiin - 50%
South Asian (non-Chinese|Vietnamese) - 40%
White Tribes (found just about anywhere it seems) - 30%

1 more

What do you think?

Should the French be placed over others or mixed race below everyone?  If the French are placed over others, that means the rest of us can enjoy the shit.  Let's see, there's people with prominent French lineage: Ellen DeGeneres, Orla Karron Fallon, .. a favorite with Dutch heritage which is like French would be Hayley Westenra, Audrey Hepburn, who both are 1/2 Irish-English and Kiwi (NZ.)  I thought there were more.  I've seen examples, plenty of mixed French, so that's 2 more.  Dutch, there's Michelle Pfeiffer, which is good for her the same last name as Ellen DeGeneres's mother, who is supposedly German + Irish, like me.

Question

Do you believe Johnny Depp triggered violence through our kids?  He defended his family in public.

I didn't even know you really liked old European stuff.  You don't even care @ the cool new stuff we had in the 1990s.. or the kids  :|

It seems you only have a chance to prove yourself if you're from Florida's original ancestors or pretty New Orleanian with grandparents or great-grandparents from there, though it was founded earlier, which is important to note and think @.

Also, my dad said there were some things that were ridiculous for me, when it's not done much..  Well, you know, I mean it would be funny depending on who did it!  I don't have time for silly stuff..  O, he didn't actually say it.

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All the Pretty Little Horses is the good 1 to listen to.

So..

..nothing wrong with posting good stuff online.  I don't .. I wasn't a bad person, so why would I have to bow down to adults at my age?

Cute?

Dory!

Journal

Something That Happened

I really have to stop blaming Tim Burton..what was it all the mean people who won't "do it" anymore!

Ooh, I thought you just wanted to be kind @ it, but I found out that wasn't true.

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Wut!

I just got the idea I was sitting here with some mess Ellen DeGeneres left me, some mess of an idea, like I'm not totally more Southern Watery than her.  Just be happy I have Northeastern heritage cuz of Florida.  Like, I'm just going on.  I've already gotten the message she sees me as Chinese cuz I let people know cuz I'm not attractive with flying colors.

And..

..I bet there are some disagreeable people from the beach and others who pretty much have a good time with good people.

Just Saying

If Ellen says to do something, I mean you do what's right.  I know you're supposed to get into Southern culture.  She might be doing it to please people because of that n word incident.  I'm busy gotta go at the mo' my food's coolin'.

I mean something like acting like you're at the beach.  She's not from the beach..

A Drink

for Ellen!  Don't worry, maybe I'll make you a strawberry daquiri.  Thanks for the idea!  *waves hand*

Drinks! :0

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New Sweater Here!!

Bye Ya'll

I'am going for a walk, soon.  I wanna buy some candy and cereal.  Didn't even iron, but that's next.  Also have a basket to fold, hopefully by tomorrow.  I'll look forward to catching up and watching today's "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  :}  Ttonight!

Trade

Trading is the same as comparing, in social situations.

What I Don't Like

the way Ginny gives in wo a thought, think she wants to slice my head of its dreams .. to actually hurt me

I got the stupidest message..

..like they're trying to kill my dad for stupid ole issue Ginny.  I've been at her cuz now I can't get off my meds if I live at home, until my mom leaves..

So..oh yea me getting mad is perfectly fine and it's all cuz of Tim Burton and the n word thing.  If you never get mad you must be gay.  I don't mean violent..

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Height + Dream

I woke up over 5'4".

My dream.. I remember at the end being in a bed in the hallway, like with wood on the side.  I was to go in my room, I think my dad said, a bigger bed, maybe with the stars bedding, in the hallway was the Mickey Mouse from when I was younger all along.  Thes stars bedding was glo-in-the-dark, blue with star shapes in different colors maybe that were pale.

Dream

It's hard to remember.  I was doing something on the floor with a person.  Another time I think it was about my favorite underpants, on the floor for 3 times of something.  It was rather long but hard to remember.

I'm gonna lay back down.

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o no

still tired

Lying Down With Music

Ugh

Need Bed a Bit

Twitter + Facebook

I'm back..

I'm serious..

..most people are out ot get

I'm afraid..

..this medicine does me ill

Well..

I diedn wanna m.. but did in the end after something I did..

Another Report

Ellen made it so I notice I feel other races.  Like, not just "what I have."

So, anyway-

I was with my mom and I opened the door loudly though she liked loud noises but guessing not.  Check my mobile blog..

Experiment

I can't even think.. thought I was in another world, I'm not a ditz.

WAH

My dignity and privacy!  At least not this shit.

Ah!

I'm not crying now.. WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LIFE BEFORE TIM BURTON!

;{*

See

You all just humiliate me.

cont.

but all day I get insults in how the page loads for little things like saying shit in the same post as Ellen.

Problem

Shouldn't have said shit I guess..  Otherwise, I'm getting stimulated from being aroused.  Now, my dad's involved.  I can't have this shit..

I swear though.

Ellen has nothing but shit for me sometimes.  Why am I having an o*****??  I mean, like, I just think and that's all I see.  Maybe it's not something she'd wanna hear..  not sure what else to say @ that, bc sometimes all I get is that shit young people are her priority.  I'm going @ feeling irritated all the time bc of her.  She sends messages via people who experiment on me for some reason, just something easy and pleasurable to her.  My life was made so I was on top, nice, etc., until Tim Burton, I swear!!  and it's obvious! if you knew!

More Annoying Stuff

Why do you think I did something and don't deserve it?  Stop going back!! !! !!

Sounds like..

ya'll can't provide for me to feel good.

Problem

My dad just got home.  He made it sound like, "You're not allowed to be with .. Hele Ellen B or whatever.  I just came out and saw him and went back in..

My other problem.  A boy from England will come up in a bad way just because I threw my journal on my sofa.  How per se do you let out your anger?  Does it work?

Watcha Think?

Do you find it rather consequential that I be made to feel stimulated by getting a rise just so Ellen feels safe?

I also heard some bitch on radio thinking I get upset bc I'm Asian, well no..she would look Asian and I'm not here to support Ellen's sinful pleasure like I'm just a troll or what elf.

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♪ Well..guuud nite

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I described the video as pretty funny..

Movie

Dark Shadows is a good Chloe Moretz movie.

I like the tall, skinny French Swedish girl form Europe.  Who's your favorite??

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Creep

Why is Ginny acting like I did something wrong and don't deserve a good teacher or person to like watch on TV?

wut?

I kinda don't like the malfunctioned Ginny's.  She'll say like an old lady, 'cept she's immature and likes to dig into shit generation stuff, "poe aw p you larr" as popular.  Or PoP ulr.

Isn't someone supposed to be there for us?  That's what Ellen seemed to be thinking today on her show.

Why are people like knocking me down whenever something good happens to me!  I mean like other stuff that's not as spectacular perhaps.

Also

Think @ age.  Ginny just wants to punish me.  I know she's teaching shit, though.. see if you can make out that joke.  I will say I meant nothing like what you think literally.

Issue

If Ginny said I am indian, then she's not even a person, too.

So..

How is Ginny to access something such as "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"  My dad had problems like this when he found I was popular for my artistic talents etc.  Just because Ginny doesn't want me in her class, I can still participate in "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  She's a real person and will always have a special place for me, even if other people take over - :o  I already said that!

What if..

..she's just sucking up to the likes of my dad, when I don't think he has such a twisted attitude, + he lets me see him whenever I wanted.

What I'm up To

did upper+core workouts.

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was inspiring today.  I got a weird message from Ginny, like she was tired and I got attention, but I think it's not really that.

What's worse is she cares so much @ her life she feels she has to change "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  She really is just loopy and without a moral point.  In the end, it's right she's jealous.  Um, no more Mr. Nice Guy, like saying bye to Johnny Depp or what people today think of Audrey Hepburn..

Done

showered.

watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" while my nails dry.  3|

Ready to Go For a Walk..

Just did the dishes, folded the towels..tomorrow and maybe tonight more of my laundry.

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I gotta be nice

Why do I get hurt so?

What I'm Up To

Folk CD
Christmas CD
Classical CD
Broadway CD

I'd better make this the 1.

I wanna be in Finding Nemo and might take Voice Over class..

My TV Show!

Maybe, bricks around the stage, a black floor, a black doorway with a sliding curtain, a multicolored lighted black disco ball, a black sofa we all sit on that goes around that's hard cushion, like a pianist chair, a purple carpet like under everything .

Wonder What That Was

I'm tired of people all of a sudden being smarter than me because of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.  I bet I made you what you are today.

Obviously..

..I don't wish to ^actually do it^.  I tried to avoid the violent movies, but I decided I had to withstand it.

Problem

I told you you were bad.  So stop picking on me for what I post.

I wanted to be alone!!

Another

They won't stop doing things to stimulate me.  I don't wanna be stimulated by some fat lady sitting behind a camera.  My last update was listed as 7:11.  Shouldn't they just go fuck themselves?  Probably not, but I don't wanna fuck with them.  Not if it's shit.  They also do this for Ellen DeGeneres.  I don't want this in my relationship.  You did it cuz of my dad so go *beep* yourself and him.

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My parents or dad won't stop prancing @ the house - oh Ellen has racial hardships, I'm never acting normal @ you again

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I dunno

I'm just like upset @ people making me feel guilty.  I should care less @ Ellen's other fans insulting me.. It don't matter?  To them..

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I numbered & ordered My Life.

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What's this shit for?

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They won't leave me alone.  They are fighting back if I get mad and hurt them.

Facebook

I asked for new friends but got onee I mean none lol.

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I added DeGeneres on the list of people for Ellen, mayb change the tag.

Problems

Now, the Word Captchas are on.  I don;t give afcuk @ my dadI can enjoy life wo NEll Burton even if I k***ed someone.

GET HER

I was thinking @ how actually Ellen cared @ me and my mom JUST SWITCHED IT OFF YOU CAN":T CAONGRPOL MEt prn;u9[d4

OK

put the cake in and feel better, done @ :36.

Problem

I will be listening for the cake, but my mom won't stop!!

STOP TREA%TING ME LIEK SHIT

stop mimicing me you *Beep

I said STIOPs stop telling me what I ';m doj g your wawsuint time

STOP

GET THIS SHIT OUTTA MY LKIFE SHUT UOT!

Who cares?  You're the 1 who was mean to me.  You're just gonna tell me I meant that was a perosn, but I don't realy.

STOP

Ellen is participating in being mean to me.  Ya'll are worthless dum dums I know!  You're simply NOT smart!  You are not NICE!  YOu DON":t KOW WHAT YOUR DOING

STOP

I don't wanna talk shit via listening to you not listen in my room.

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STOP

PEOPLE WON'T STOP BOTHERING ME

and what was that a question?

I do..

..own an Ellen board.  Why not post @ her online?  Does she private message you??

Well

Well, this isn't adressed to anyone..just kinda there to talk @ since it's not @ me, now.  I feel threatened by Ginny to fill her needs.  I have no clue why she doesn't care @ me, doesn't want to see me.

So

I just feel they were a bit rude @ her, and I mean I feel it's suggestive like just because I know her.  I just felt .. I dunno maybe this is the end of this rant.  It's just picking on me for being lonely and me e-mailing her and her not saying to stop.  She may have in the end, but I don't remember anyone else doing that.  I just had a funny feeling.  I finally stopped after a year maybe or altogether.

Well

It's like she deserves Ellen more than me just because of her nose!

So, yea, I mean..

..like I said, I Was looking @ an old friend.  I just feel that she's gotten attention over me for some reason, like because she's older.  I mean, I got other friends.  I am curious what was special @ her.  Guess she was a little annoying and mean to me and I feel picked on for spamming her.

Dreams, hard to remember.  "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" is on.  Just woke up and am eating.  Watching it later tonight or when I wake up tomorrow.  Maybe I'll go back to bed.  I have a hurt part from my twisting exercise on my shoulder.

What I find weird is my friend used to always try to look nonchalant @ looks, like was sorta without like trying to show beauty, and suddenly like it's like against me how "she can do it" and it's all new and fresh the way she is.  I'm glad for that.  I just feel it's also like rubbing against me, like see I could do it.  Um, yea, I was your friend, I wanted to be your friend, and I wanted you to be like that if you wanted.  Why all the fingers?  I have a feeling it won't go away.  I wonder in the end I will become disinterested for something.  Well, I was supposed to, but I mean I don't see any sense in it.  My teacher Ginny has a daughter?  So what's your point?  I said something mean like this before but didn't mean it in that way..  You people should read it and tell me to like change it or something.  Also, friends tend to stick together.  I mean, I just watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" cuz I like it.  Ginny became jealous, otherwise she wouldn't have been interested.

Ugh

Ginny is suggestive I'm not accomplished.

Being Safe

When you're alone or with certain odd people, things don't seem so safe.

I know what you all did.

You don't want me to feel the way older people like to be parental to me!

Lay Away

Obviously, my dad wants you to know I don't need him when I talk to someone else.  I do enjoy him with others.  Just not all the time.  I don't know, I mean what if I liked say my husband better as far as what he's like compared to me?

She is so mistaken.

She digs into your funny feelings, wonder if that's supposed to be pseudo I'm Ellen DeGeneres.  She doesn't work.  She blabs on.

Well

The adventures with Ginny wasn't worth it.

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So

I just submitted to be interested in attending "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I probably can't go more than once but may if I look different.  They didn't ask for much.  I said I was 18-29 and wanted 1 ticket.

Sick

A friend is jealous of me and won't speak to me.

I'm not actually excessively mad-

Just I feel sorta unwelcome, like it's not about me but then again it is.

O Wow

How did you know @ her so much?  Saw the picture?

You're just being nasty

because I used to want an older sibling or friend.  My other friend I spammed is younger and a lot nicer..

Well

if she really seemed as though she wished d**** on you..I am not that bad.

How can we

get away from her?  Liar.  You're not really for anything with me.  Why do I even do this..all day anyway I get mad over people bothering me.  Quite a price, but some people want me working..part time though.  That's the kind of thing I'm talking @.  I needed VACATION..

O WOW

What did I do now, I probably have stepped on a bug this summer?

I spilled something on purpose as a kid?

I think more..

..I find Ellen just acts mean.  Why do I have this shit in my life!!

All she wants

is for you to hurt me.

Weird

Why is this friend like me?  It should be better for her.  Like, oh wow bad Christina.  What do you have to say @ that?

I'm sorry but

the next person?

Maybe

You should forget me since my hair is so dark.

But

why someone I know??  I don't know no faithful friend.

Wait

Other way round.

So

Why does anyone care @ this friend of mine I used to have who was mean to me?  I see all the blondes, their eyes pop out, but I mean that's like my fairer friend.

So that's your secret fantasy

me feeling for fans like I'm shit and Ellen could be your hero in some magical way like through a friend-

Problem

She was pretty harsh over nothing, probably some thing of my past..usually doesn't go that way.

Because I mean if

they were wouldn't we find them online?  Just waiting for more to show up?  I keep feeling I have to feel for invisible fans.

Problem

So, if no one is as into Ellen as me, just how into her are they?  They think she's just really famous.  Look, I am not against shit.

You might have noticed..

..I'm playing the villain and just making fun of people for getting attention.

More

Well, that's fine.  She's just ya'll's closer adult figure.  Let's just say that's what it was for the time being-

Mad

Ellen can be annoying.. tacky.. unappealing with unappealing types of gathering.. whatever

Boycott

I already thought "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" deserved more and more fun.

If it's all about saying I was mean to people I wasn't mean to, I think it's dum dum ha ha!  What's that, the shining moment now?  Just get it out, no one gives a fuck.

Upset

So, people are like doing things against me, and I end up unraveling stuff.. like something I did before.  I don't see anything I did that really lingers.  Why can't I just be me!

So, some people can't hold things in and just chuck it all for some little thing, supposedly, if you think of why they did what they did.  Thanks a lot, Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  Wow, if that weren't there who knows how much time I'd have.

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10 Songs for My 1st CD

The Ash Grove (Welsh Air)
Simple Gifts (Shaker Song)
Greensleeves
Lavender Blue
Suo Gan (Welsh)
The Water Is Wide
Scarborough Fair
All the Pretty Little Horses
O Shenandoah
Auld Lang Syne

Good News

I'm making a regular, folk CD .. or Broadway too maybe .. then Christmas!

I magine all the peo ple--

Think of all the extra energy people have from being conscious in the 1980s..

Early 1990s, very nostalgic with the new babies-toddlers.

So..

..what are we supposed to do?  Keep hush??

:( At Least

I could have stopped and thought @ what Ellen did.  It kinda makes sense.  I wouldn't do it, but I mean maybe it's something that was gonna happen.  I mean, if someone really thought @ it..  (cooking a hot dog)

Well

I should get over it.

Problem

Why should I care if it connects?  You can't all surround me and watch me 24/7 and say nothing just happened.

Problem

Why ya'll suggesting my worries which were not true before Tim Burton and Johnny Depp seem to be all that exists between us?

Problem

Thanks a lot Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.

Anyway, my family is off-limits.  They are not set up like me.  I'm not THEM!

Problem

I'm really disappointed in Ellen DeGeneres.  She was trying to take away the culture I got from my mom.  I see people sorta being jealous at me.  I feel people following me acting like they're better, smarter, and harder working people.  Something bothered her.  She doesn't know that some things don't agree.  She can't get mad even if 1 of those things happened.

I got the feeling she just steps out naked onto the stage and just barks out all her needs.  She just isn't like other people.

I don't wanna turn Filipino.  I like what I've done my whole life.

Ya'll should go bash yourselves mentally for .. acting like I did something wrong all the time.  Stop getting at me for failing in college.  You made my life an experiment.  I will not let you be mean to me.  You don't deserve squat for that.

Sorry to whomever, I feel the part @ Ellen naked might not seem appropriate to her.  Bashing yourselves, guess that's just what I thought of.  I didn't mean really.  This is just my blog.  Most of it's pretty good..  So, don't literally bash yourself up inside or just do it cuz you see it.

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5 - I found there are bad habits of things you do by accident and things you do without really doing it.  I need to try to find a time when things were different and follow the example of it.  I don't like to pretend to hurt others.  I like to feel in tune with things.  I love enlightenment.

4 - I still want to feel like I'm still a kid, to feel warm and fuzzy if possible, don't care who in a way though I know my parents pretty well.

3 - I've lost control a lot but in a more lazy way.  I regret those lost memories I had with my family, the things I thought @ in school I didn't have to.  Life is not so great when you have dark hair.  But, at the same time, very dark hair is very pretty, too.  You'll find how I go over and above my peers, intellectually, because I believe in what was traditionally considered the right thing, you can try hard to have fun, be nice to others, and that's good.  You don't have to be in the Mafia or something.

2 - My health is not so great but not so bad.  I would like to eat and become more substantial but still finesse.  I really think it'd be cool if you could make yourself well enough, be responsible and care for yourself and then you could be there for others.  My race seems to get in the way, but I've taken care of it, thought @ what I believe.

1 - I have m********* and I have a lot but cannot very strongly.  I do believe in trying not to, still, so that's probably even worse.  The only thing is I never seem to feel that much.  I always reason myself out, moreso these days.  I should try not to, hope my life gets better.  That sorta disqualifies me to certain things, except the fact that though I don't believe in it that I don't feel all that much.

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Back

I went for a walk, ate, and did 2 exercises, so @ 13 minutes.  Core + Chest+Abs.

Bye

My cell phone isn't charged.

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Wow

You people must think I'm a nigger for past unpopularity.  Thanks for ruining my life.

Also, I was respected at 1 point, in Saint Augustine.. just make a farce of it all ':0

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Twitter Profile - to clarify it..

Well

I wanna go for a walk, not dressed but so what.

STOP

They are playing with my Facebook.  Worthless mongrels.  Stop wasting my time for I see I have none.  Stop that Ellen.

STOP

WTF you think you are - leave me alone - you can't take down "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Get that rat Ginny out!  Stop her from hurting my future kids for she is a rat!  I didn't make her 1 stupid!

Problems

My mom wants me to think of things carefully, but I'm too tired and have to think something I'd rather not but that isn't like really bad.

Also, Ellen is a machine that just sorta shoots back the opposite of what you want and like I find also mimics things you do but depends on if she does them.

All I Can Say

is people will say yea Christina is northern by blood.

Most in Common

Taylor Swift moved to the country from Pennsylvania.

Justin Bieber is from French Canada.

Britney Spears is from Mississippi and revels in English blood with small Italian...

Johnny Depp says Kentucky's the Sout' (South.)

Tim Burton has parents who lived in French Canada..

Me, I lived across the bridge from New Orleans and studied there.. still feel like I was translated as a suck up to Ellen DeGeneres.

Well

No, you see, I actually modeled my nails not only after simply an idea but if anyone than someone else!

Well

If I said I liked Ellen better than Ginny, why couldn't I be allowed?

Problem

My mom should go stimulate herself.  Why won't the messages stop?  Just *beep* her she said I can't use the internet in how she sounded or my dad.

Well

Let's be nice to Ginny.

Edit

I gave Ginny a bio.

Well

That nail is having problems.  It's not funny to be shit.  Someone will get her.

Also, this is no good for Ellen DeGeneres, cuz unfortunately everyone is involved.

My parents just went along like maybe it was okay.

Threatened!

I dunno if what I said is not allowed, but someone is making my page load weirdly.

Problem

So, no one who is that mean is ever considered a nice person.  I watched Frankenstein, and the guy's toenails looked like fingernails.  I'm German, and I mean I find it a threat..

I'm sorry..

I mean like they were shaped like a certain way and she just has this sorta cozy in the dirt mentality, like a regiment to others out there, a cry or announcement.  LOL!  1 of my nails is like hers.

Problem

I just got threatened.. my teacher Ginny has weird and unfortunately admittedly "dirty nails" herself.  Has dark hair and skin and has mixed heritage.

What if other people get hurt??

Guess Not

Was too long.

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I edited my Twitter profile.

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